³¼SAD STORY !¼³
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This  is a sad  story  of my scenelife.
I  got my first  Amiga in December '86. 
It was a lousy  A1000, but it was still 
a  real  fun  machine.  Infact  I payed
about $2300 for it and it was a second-
hand machine!  I  didn't know  anything
about scene those days. So, time passed 
and  my  father   promised  to  buy  me
an Amiga 2000!  I got it  in March '90. 
I started  to  study  some coding.  I'd
got only a few  demos then.  I was very 
interested  in   coding   such  a  nice 
programs.   I    programmed   with   C, 
Assembler and AMOS. I was 15 years  old 
boy, so all of my friends considered me 
mad. I did not  manage to code  well...
Then, I changed  my school and moved to 
an other city. 

One of my schoolmates was a modemtrader
(he is now in PC).   I  also   had  one
C64-graphician in my class.  I got some
very  nice  stuff  from  the  modemguy.
So  I  decided  to   join  some  group. 
In October  '91 I  joined Grace SF as a
coder-practiser  and a  graphician.  My 
handle was then  Mickey. I  got  kicked
from the group one month later, because
I  haven't   coded  anything.   Then  I
joined  Admirals  SF,  and  changed  my 
handle to  Dino.  I got  some very nice
friends   these  days.  BUT,  I  had  a 
problem! I've been in scene for 3 month
and I haven't released anything! My gfx
was   quite  nice  then.  I   sended  a
lot of gfx to our HQ (Hello, Holyone!).
The   Admirals  split  up  and  nothing
was  released  from me.  All of my hard
work was  useless.  I changed my handle
to Xendi. 

Then  I joined  Exile SF. They released
a packmenu  without my  great graphics,
because they had it ready when I joined
them.   Time  passed  and  nothing  was
released,   so  I   joined   Zenith  SF 
(Hi, Barrier!).  We decided to  join to
[L]egend with Barrier.  He was not sure
that he can get in it.  I was sure that 
I can get into [L]egend. 
Because  we hadn't  any coder  then,  I 
decided  to stay independent.  I hadn't 
released  anything!  I  was  miserable.

Assembly  '92 was a great party.  I got
a lot of  friends from there.  I joined
Deadline SF there.(MEGAGREETS to VISAGE 
and NUTCASE!!!!)  Deadline  SF released
an  intro just after  I joined it.  So, 
none  of my logos  were  released!  And
it   DOESN'T   follow  from  their  bad 
quality.  Our coder  went to army  just 
after releasing that nice intro.

I've  been in  scene for over  9 months
and NONE of my graphics were  released.
Every team I've been in  (except Grace) 
have considered  my Gfx GREAT!  You can 
contact  me for being sure t hat  I'm a 
good  graphician.  And I am not  at all 
trying  to boast: "I am the best,  fuck 
the rest!"  I am only miserable because 
of this  shitty situation.  If you have 
anything  to ask or  have same kind  of 
situation,   CONTACT  ME!   My  address 
should  be somewhere at the ad-section.

What can I do?  If you are a productive
elite group without a graphician,

ASK ME!                       
     
          ³ SIGNED:  XENDI / DEADLINE SF