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Therapy?
Troublegum
1994
Therapy? is:
- Andrew James Cairns    :Vocals, guitar
- Fyfe Ewing             :Drums
- Michael McKeegan       :Bass
Additional musicians:
- Page Hamilton          :Lead guitar   on Unbeliever
- Lesley Rankine         :Vocals        on Lunacy booth
- Martin McCarrick       :Cello         on Unrequited
- Eileen Rose            :Vocals        on Femtex
1:  Knives
2:  Screamager
3:  Hellbelly
4:  Stop it you're killing me
5:  Nowhere
6:  Die laughing
7:  Unbeliever
8:  Trigger inside
9:  Lunacy booth
10: Isolation
11: Turn
12: Femtex
13: Unrequited
14: Brainsaw

1:   Knives  My  girlfriend  says that I need help my boyfriend says I'd be
better  off  dead  I'm gonna get drunk come round and fuck you up I'm gonna
get drunk come round and fuck you up and you can't help my life but you can
hide the knives my girlfriend says that I'm comfused my boyfriend says that
I'm  bad  news  all people are shit bad trip tattoed on my brain all people
are  shit  bad  trip tattoed on my brain and you can't help my life but you
can  hide  the  knives I wanna crawl up inside you and die I wanna crawl up
inside  you  and  die  I wanna crawl up inside you and die I wanna crawl up
inside  you  and die and you can't help my life but you can hide the knives
and you can't help my life but you can hide the knives

2:   Screamager With a face like this I won't break any hearts and thinking
like  that  I  won't make any friends screw that, forget about that I don't
wanna  hear  about anything like that screw that, forget about that I don't
wanna  know  about  anything  like  that  I've got nothing to do 'cept hang
around  and  get  screwed  up on you your beauty makes me feel alone I look
inside  but  no  ones home screw that, forget about that I don't wanna hear
about  anything  like that screw that, forget about that I don't wanna know
about  anything  like  that I've got nothing to do 'cept hanging around and
get screwed up on you

3:   Hellbelly  I'm not afraid to die I'm just scared of going to hell your
car  salesman  smile  says  it  all  you  just  wanna  be jesus without the
suffering  jesus  without  the  suffering jesus without the suffering jesus
without  the  suffering old, twisted and white dead crow on a fence is your
style  you  play with your kids says it all you just wanna be jesus without
suffering  jesus  without  the  suffering jesus without the suffering jesus
without  the  suffering fire, fire, fire, hell fire, fire, fire, hell fire,
fire,  fire,  hell  fire,  fire, fire, hell you're a tin god take a look at
those  gaps  in  your  palms  gimme those nails bang them in, bang them in!
jesus  without  the suffering jesus without the suffering jesus without the
suffering  jesus  without  the  suffering jesus without the suffering jesus
without  the  suffering  jesus  without  the  suffering  jesus  without the
suffering

4:   Stop  it  you're killing me The world is fucked and so am I maybe it's
the  other  way  round I can't seem to decide domestic refugees sink in the
same boat as me we suffer alone and these days I don't wanna go home idiots
authority  promising  equality  so  where is the land of the free?  stop it
you're  killing  me  love  is  for the weak or so you'd have me believe the
thought's  killing  me  no  body but a head o.d don't know what's worse the
loss  of death or the gain of birth I try to understand I can't accept just
what  I  am idiots authority promising equality so where is the land of the
free?   stop  it  you're killing me I'm leaving on a train that's six miles
down  can't feel no pain can't feel you now when you drift away I'm singing
"on  my way I'm telling you" I can hear you coming to I can see you pushing
through  tell  me  can  you  see the can you feel the rain idiots authority
promising  equality  so  where  is  the  land  of the free?  stop it you're
killing  me idiots authority promising equality so where is the land of the
free?  stop it you're killing me

5:   Nowhere  Heaven kicked you out you wouldn't wear a tie staring at some
pictures  by yourself at something that you want to have but will never get
going nowhere going nowhere going nowhere going nowhere you get drunk every
night you can't get drunk on life shouting at the world you'll never change
but  it's what's inside you've got to rearrange going nowhere going nowhere
going  nowhere  going  nowhere  heaven  kicked  you out going nowhere going
nowhere  going  nowhere  going  nowhere  going  nowhere going nowhere going
nowhere going nowhere

6:   Die laughing Gimme something to breathe give me a reason to live close
your  eyes  and  see  what you have inside I think I've gone insane I can't
remember  my  own  name I think I've gone insane and your friends just tell
you  lies then you realize I think I've gone insane I can't remember my own
name  I think I've gone insane I think I've gone insane I can't remember my
own  name  I  think  I've  gone  insane lost in a world with no reality I'm
frightened  to  move  I'm  frightened  to speak and I would kill for a good
nights  sleep I'm feeling I'm feeling dead I think I've gone insane I can't
remember  my  own  name I think I've gone insane I think I've gone insane I
can't remember my own name I think I've gone insane

7:  Unbeliever Don't belong in this world or the next one wasting every day
to  my own end feeling awkward, feeling clumsy, hating everything I've ever
done  before then you leave me like the others leave me too much time on my
own on my own on my own on my own had enough of reinventing memories living
in the shadow of your charm the sharpnel of your insults buried deeper than
confidence can ever overcome then you leave me like the others leave me too
much  time  on my own on my own on my own on my own choking on anticipation
waiting  on  you  to say something to bring me back all I want's a trace of
recognition  your silence is as heavy as my eyes then you leave me like the
others leave me too much time on my own on my own on my own on my own

8:   Trigger inside Here comes a girl with perfect teeth I bet she won't be
smiling  at  me I know how Jeffry Dahmer feels lonely, lonely I was awkward
as  a  child  blueprint  for  my  wretched life confidence I've been denied
lonely,  lonely  something  in my head it won't switch off when I'm alone I
got  a  trigger  inside I got a trigger inside I got a trigger inside I get
the feeling I've been cheated I got a trigger inside I got a trigger inside
I  got  a  trigger  inside I get the feeling I've been cheated my hands are
shaking  my  head's  a mess trying to wring some words from my breath I die
before  you  you're  not  impressed lonely, lonely I look uglier when I cry
want  to  punch  that  look from your life one in the eye for the beautiful
people  lonely,  lonely  something  in my head it won't switch off when I'm
alone  I got a trigger inside I got a trigger inside I got a trigger inside
I  get the feeling I've been cheated I got a trigger inside I got a trigger
inside I got a trigger inside I get the feeling I've been cheated

9:  Lunacy booth Reveal yourself to me like cheap pornography picking at my
guilt  with  promises  of  hell christ, revealed sin it's all that you know
glad  my  mirror's broken my image is a burden I want to lose myself in the
coming  of  the  lord  christ,  revealed  sin it's all that you know reveal
yourself  to  me  I  wanna  lose  myself reveal yourself to me I wanna lose
myself  reveal  yourself  to me I wanna lose myself reveal yourself to me I
wanna  lose  myself  christ,  revealed  sin  it's all that you know christ,
revealed sin it's all that you know

10:   Isolation  In  the clear of the day every evening he calls for a love
from  above  carefully  watch  for  a  reason  mistaking  devotion and love
isolation,  isolation,  isolation, isolation surrender to self preservation
and  brothers  who  care  for themselves as long as it touches perfection a
person  is  like everything else isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation
mother  I  tried  do believe me I'm doing the best I can I'm ashamed of the
things  I've  been  put  through  I'm ashamed of the person I am isolation,
isolation,  isolation, isolation but if you could just see the beauty whose
face  I could never describe who's playing the game to distraction isn't my
heart for a prize?  isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation

11:   Turn  Turn  and face the strange the door is open you're awake you're
storming   heaven  without  thought  you're  storming  heaven  without  god
remember,  I know where you live and I know you're on your own I may forget
I  don't forgive I'm always home you turn and face the strange you turn and
face  yourself I know when you lie the brightness darkens in your eyes this
is  yours  to take control this is yours now hold your own remember, I know
where  you  live and I know you're on your own I may forget I don't forgive
I'm  always  home  you turn and face the strange you turn and face yourself
you turn......barging into the presence of god.

12:   Femtex  Masturbation  saved my life I was nervous as a child you were
someone  out  of  my  hands couldn't understand or have she's not trying to
catch  your  eye  she's just trying to get a life he feels weak when she is
strong  feeling threatened when he's wrong femination generation femination
generation do you want a fuck?  do you want a friend?  do you want sex?  do
you  want  revenge?  you never make love with a smile on your face punished
with   love   and  rewarded  with  hate  femination  generation  femination
generation I'm just with you that will never mean that I'm just for you

13:   Unrequited Don't wake me I'm so empty I I I tried I'm sorry I've seen
you without me I've seen you without me you can say what you want I've seen
you  without me I've seen you without me I've seen you without me I've seen
you without me I know that you'll understand

14:   Brainsaw  Judas Judas I thought you were my friend Judas Judas you're
just  the  same  as them I'm in hell and I'm alone liar liar you said you'd
stay  with  me  liar liar laughing as you leave I'm in hell and I'm alone I
thought  you  were my friend you're just the same as the rest I thought you
were my friend you're just the same as the rest user user you sucked it all
from me user user your bullshit I believed I'm in hell and I'm alone I'm in
hell  and  I'm  alone.  For Therapy?  information please send a SAE/IRC to:
Therapy?  PO BOX 28 Blackrock, CO Dublin Ireland

Therapy?   -  Nurse  Back To Index Warning !!!:  these lyrics are COPYRIGHT
protected.    Therapy?    Nurse   1992   1:   Nausea  2:   Teethgrinder  3:
Disgracelands 4:  Accelerator 5:  Neck Freak 6:  Perversonality 7:  Gone 8:
Zipless 9:  Deep Sleep 10:  Hypermania

1:  Nausea Here I am as I am, as you made me think I am I don't hear you, I
don't  need  you  I don't want you...  I ..don't wanna feel anymore This is
this, this is it Not my kisses, just my fist I don't hear you, I don't need
you  I don't want you I ..don't wanna feel anymore:  the sickness is inside
ya

2:   Teethgrinder  Everything  feels  good, nothin' can stop me every nerve
pumpin' hard through me every thought rushes at full speed this false smile
grates  through  babyteeth  "Teethgrinder!" think to win and I'm up on it I
cannot lose:  I've got nothin' to try me now I'll try anything, this is me,
this is what I feel "Teethgrinder!"

3:   Disgracelands fuck Columbus...  he was lost, Mickey Mouse needs speed,
Uncle  Sam  spoon  fed  on  crack, E.T.  loves L.S.D, diet Coke head Barbie
dreams  of  sex and God in jeans while friendly fire Arnie pumps pr for the
media  war-machine  forget Columbus, lost your culture every dollar, family
moral  in Cosby we trust Sesame Street kids with toys bought at Guns 'R' Us
have  a nice day in Hell today white hot concrete screams reality is living
your  life  to  fulfil  your dreams forget Columbus, lost your culture E.T.
loves L.S.D.

4:   Accelerator  You  son-of-a-bitch:   you'v got no friends, you'v got no
steady  job,  you'v got no girlfriend You say I'm cheap..  you're just like
me  The  answer  to  the  question put to you by me I'm the driver:  I'm in
control  I've  got  no motivation, I don't need friends All my destinations
are  leased for my own ends I only answer to my own mind This speed is what
I  need  to  help me kill some time I'm the driver:  I'm in control Need to
drive,  I feel good...  Need to drive, I'm alive...  Accelerate X 4 Need to
drive,  feel so alive...  Need to drive, keep you alive...  I'm the driver:
I've lost control

5:  Neck Freak When you go you take part of me with you leave me shakin' no
longer  whole  This  is  something that I can't wait for, this is something
that  I  can't  have I'm just dreaming of your breathing ...I'm fucked!  My
body  is shaking like cables, everything is turning grey...  I'm wasted and
washed  out  and  worried I can hear you breathing...  I'm just dreaming of
your  breathing ...I'm fucked!  I hate it when she makes me feel, she tears
strips  off me, crippled, lost & vulnerable Everytime I think of you ...I'm
fucked!

6:  Perversonality Last night:  Can't get to sleep, because my head's split
open,  it's down the ground Nail my thoughts onto the floor, can't hear you
speak,  can't hear you now...  Everytime I think of you it makes me feel so
dead  inside  Love  you and I hate you in the same breath, I love you and I
hate you in the same breath!  My hare!  My hate!  I can't sleep, yet again,
there's somethin' goin' on, tearing into my head!  I've been down this way,
I've  felt  this  way  before, I can feel it twistin' inside I fight it!  I
hate  it!   I feel it, don't want it!  My hate!  My hate!  I hate you!!  My
hate!  (rewind my mind)

7:   Gone I know about the scars on your arm, I know your baby wasn't born,
I  know  that  your mom hates your dad, I know that it fucked up your head!
Hang  on:   It's  gone  It's  the violence...  buried away You know you can
share  anything, You know I'm listenin', You know I'll kiss away the tears,
You know I understand your fears...  Hang on:  It's gone It's the violence,
buried away

8:   Zipless  Want  to  shoot up on control won't love you until it hurts I
don't  hate  you...   I  just want you sometimes it feels the same Be who I
want  you to be Your flesh sucking on my skin I don't hate you, I just want
you  sometimes  it  feels the same I want to scar you, I want to nail you I
want to twist you, I want to scare you I want to own you, I want to use you
I  want to break you...It Hurts To Love You!  I don't hate you, I just want
you Sometimes it feels the same

9:  Deep Sleep time, toffee, molten on the mantle freeze-frame sounds hangs
in  the  air my thoughts debbing in slow motion in limbo more than anywhere
just  a sleepy head breast-fed on the thought of leavin' dead-head drowning
in  a dream:  switched off swimming to surrender I'm home comatose and lost
just  a  sleepy  head, dying in your bed time, toffee, melted on the mantle
freeze-frame  sounds falls from the air my thoughts drift in slow motion in
limbo now and I don't care...  just a sleepy head

10:  Hypermania When did this thing start?  What are you thinking?  Are you
serious?   How  long have you had these thoughts?  Who are you, now?  Do ya
feel  lonely?   Do  you fantasize?  Do you have dreams?  Are you real?  Are
you  real?   Are  you real?  Are you real?  What are you talking about?  Do
you really care?  Who do you think you are?  What turns you on?  Who cares?
What's  so funny?  How do you know you exist?  Well, can't answer that.....
Are  you  real?  Are you real?  Are you real?  Are you real?  Are you real?
Is  this  real?  Are you real?  Is this real?  Are you real?  Is this real?
Are  you  real?  Is this real?  Are you real?  Is this real?  Are you real?
Is  this  real?  Are you real?  Is this real?  Are you real?  Is this real?
Are you real?  Is this real?


1:   Epilepsy  2:   Stories 3:  A Moment Of Clarity 4:  Jude The Obscene 5:
Bowels  Of  Love  6:   Misery  7:  Bad Mother 8:  Me Vs.  You 9:  Loose 10:
Diane 11:  30 Seconds

1:   Epilepsy Iıve got a problem This infernal love It burns like wire This
infernal love This infernal love This infernal love This infernal love Iıve
got  a problem I canıt leave you alone I donıt want this This infernal love
This infernal love This infernal love This infernal love Iıve got a problem
This infernal love It burns like wire This infernal love This infernal love
This  infernal  love This infernal love (Love Love Love Love Love Love Love
Love) Hey

2:   Stories  Get  into  the  car  and  keep  it down City lights look like
warnings now Sheıs got someone that pays for things Trust me she wonıt miss
a  thing  Come  with  me And believe me Yeah (Happy people have no stories)
Yeah  (Happy  people  have  no stories) Yeah (Happy people have no stories)
Yeah (Happy people have no stories) I get by on what I have Less than Jesus
More  than  dad Enough to keep me in this state Ticking through to the next
escape Come with me And believe me Yeah (Happy people have no stories) Yeah
(Happy  people  have  no  stories) Yeah (Happy people have no stories) Yeah
(Happy  people  have  no  stories)  I  woke  up late And I rolled the stone
Laziness  and  death in one You were once a gentleman Ended up a bitter man
Come with me And believe me Yeah (Happy people have no stories) Yeah (Happy
people  have  no  stories)  Yeah (Happy people have no stories) Yeah (Happy
people  have  no  stories)  Yeah (Happy people have no stories) Yeah (Happy
people  have  no  stories)  Yeah (Happy people have no stories) Yeah (Happy
people have no stories) Happy people have no stories.

3:  A Moment Of Clarity I thought of you tonight In simple twists and turns
Incarcerated  here  Iım  handcuffed  to  your world Your innocence is cruel
Coquettish  and  arcane But I need it all the same I thought of you tonight
In  silent  seething  heat  Through  charred  and  damned  desire Dark Eros
wounding  me  Your  innocence  is  cruel  And you ass like Jesus feet Worth
kissing  Worth  kissing Give yourself to me I share your need Give yourself
to me and come to me Give yourself to me I share your need Give yourself to
me  I  share  your need I thought of you tonight Through blank and starving
eyes  In this one moment of clarity Blink the darkness in my eyes Your lips
like  bruised vulva Your ass like Jesus feet Worth kissing Give yourself to
me  I  thought  of  you tonight In silent seething heat Through charred and
damned  desire  Dark  Eros killing me Your lips like bruised vulva Your ass
like  jesus  feet  Worth  kissing Worth kissing Give yourself to me I share
your need Give yourself to me I share your need Give yourself to me I share
your  need  Give  yourself  to  me  I  share your need Kiss me through your
warning  darkness  Kiss  me  now  so  I  can breathe Kiss me once then I am
leaving Kiss me once then kiss yourself goodbye I thought of you tonight In
simple twists and turns Incarcerated here Iım handcuffed to this world

4:   Jude  The  Obscene  He  was born the same time as me To a small souled
women  who  died  23  Now youıre here, they canıt shove you back I know you
live  your  life  out  of  spite  And  Iım waiting for Jude the obscene Iım
waiting  for  Jude  the obscene (Iım waiting, Iım waiting, Iım waiting, Iım
waiting,  Iım) The good ones first so get back in the queue (so get back in
the  queue)  You trawled your way through our grim school (you trawled your
way  through our grim school) I hear your crowing in my sleep, in my dreams
A  great  dark  wave  shivers  over  me.   Iım waiting for Jude the obscene
Waiting  for  Jude  the obscene (Iım waiting, Iım waiting, Iım waiting, Iım
waiting,  Iım) Boys with bashed in eyes line the roads (boys with bashed in
eyes  line  the  roads)  But  the  longest walk was the walk back home (the
longest  walk  was  the  walk  back home) alone Now youıre here, they canıt
shove  you back You go on living your life out of spite And Iım waiting for
Jude  the obscene Iım waiting for Jude the obscene Iım waiting for Jude the
obscene Waiting for Jude the obscene Waiting for Jude the obscene

5:   Bowels  Of  Love  Yeah, you took me Naive and ugly Into your festering
heart  And  you  poured  Eros maggots down my throat Until I choked Thereıs
nothing  darker  than  love  thatıs gone sour Satanıs spit Love thatıs gone
sour  Yeah,  you  took me Naive and ugly Into your festering heart And your
rammed  Eros  maggots  down my throat Until I choked Thereıs nothing darker
than  love gone sour Satanıs spit Nothing darker than love thatıs gone sour
Satanıs  spit  Out  of  the bowels of love The bowels of love The bowels of
love  The  bowels  of love Out of the bowels of love The bowels of love The
bowels of love The bowels of love Love Yeah Love

6:   Misery Here comes the misery Yeah Yeah Coming back to make me pay Yeah
Yeah  I  wanted  you haunting me But not just yet Give the memories time to
blossom  into  regret  You come to my house I donıt kow what youıre talking
about  I  owe  you  nothing  I  owe you nothing You say you need friends or
something  Just shut up Iım feeling guilty Get away from me Iım thinking No
way this again You come and stand and face me youıre betrayed Like I should
say  something  or ask you to stay And now youıre gonna go all girlie on me
You  always  left me wanting Now I want you to leave You can talk about the
things  That  you say you left behind While you lead me down Dark alleys in
the  ghettos  of  your  mind Youıve got that look on your face That I could
never  comprehend  anyway  Fuck  you  waste my time And tell me that youıre
broken  hearted  now  A  long  way  back to where youıve been You cry alone
Martyrs  alone  Here  comes the misery Yeah Yeah Coming back to make me pay
once again I wanted you haunting me But not just yet You better go before I
do something I regret You can run call the cops Cry your eyes out give them
the  lot You can say I marked your face But you do these things to yourself
anyway  I  can never be with you This is over this is over this is over Hey
Hey Hey

7:   Bad  Mother Itıs a beautiful day But I donıt see it that way The skyıs
too bright For my tired eyes to take And I wish I was home Iım edgy cramped
and  cold  Trying to keep down the things That you keep wanting to throw up
You  only mean it Cos you look like Jesus You really meant it When you look
like  Jesus In your retirement home Watching your wanting to die This thing
has sucked All the dignity from your life And this used to be fun This used
to  be  what you want Now its just the same As everything, you run away You
only  mean  it  If you look like Jesus You really mean it Cos you look like
Jesus  The  vicious  vulgar colours clash Like the twelfth day of July Left
abandoned  in  a  field  Endless  wailing scaring me I could see beyond the
field Being left alone in lonely summer I am stuck out here Waiting for you
to take me home You only mean it If you look like Jesus You only mean it If
you  look like Jesus You only mean it Cos you look like Jesus You only mean
it  Cos  you  look  like Jesus You only mean it Cos you look like Jesus You
really  mean  it cos you look like Jesus You only mean it Cos you look like
Jesus  You  really  mean,  you  really  mean it cos you look like Jesus You
really  mean  it  (Iım falling) You really mean it (Iım falling) You really
mean  it  (Iım falling) You really mean it (Iım falling) You really mean it
(Iım  falling)  You  really  mean  it  (Iım falling) You really mean it You
really mean it

8:   Me  Vs.   You I just came to get my things Iım not drunk or anything I
saw  a light on in your house Undo the chain and let me in I want to talk I
never  wanted  this  disease I never wanted you to leave Hey I never wanted
this  disease I never wanted I never wanted you to leave It used to give me
guilty  thrills  Feeling in control and feeding on your innocence I watched
you torture yourself days And fucking you got boring when it didnıt feel so
wrong  I never wanted this disease I never wanted yout to leave Hey I never
wanted  this  disease I never wanted you I never wanted you to leave (I can
see  you  in  my  dreams) (I can see you in my dreams) (I can see you in my
dreams)  (I  can  see  you in my dreams) Let the grass grow over me Let the
grass  grow  over  me Let the grass grow over me Let the grass grow over me
Watch  the  grass grow over me Watch the grass grow over me Watch the grass
grow over me Watch the grass grow over me
 I  never  wanted  this disease (I can see you in my dreams) I never wanted
you except when you were on your knees (I can see you in my dreams) I never
wanted  this  disease  (I can see you in my dreams) I never I never I never
wanted  you  to  leave (I can see you in my dreams) Disease disease disease
disease disease disease

9:   Loose  Let  me  try  on  your  dress  It turns me on when weıre a mess
Somethingıs  kickinı  in  I smell the summer on your skin Iım sick of being
down  Weıre  coming  up  so letıs go out We wonıt live forever now So letıs
make the most of it somehow Your body is loose (And youıre going down) Your
body  is  loose  (Youıre  going  down) Your body is loose (And youıre going
down) Today I donıt care where youıre from Whatever planet you think youıre
on  Cos  youıre  my space cadet Iıll go anywhere with you Yeah Maybe youıre
still  lonely  but I love you youıre my best friend We look like sister and
brother  According  to all our friends Your body is loose (And youıre going
down)  Your  body  is  loose  (Youıre going down) Youıre body is loose (And
youıre  going  down)  Today Your body is loose (And youıre going down) Your
body  is  loose  (Youıre  going  down) Your body is loose (And youıre going
down) Today Thereıs no guns firing now Big yellow cranes hold up the clouds
And  this  seasonıs  changed  me  Iıve fallen into a different skin We make
quite  a  pair  And we look stupid and we donıt care We need no explanation
Just  keep  on  taking the happy pills Your body is loose (And youıre going
down) Your body is loose (youıre going down) Your body is loose (And youıre
going  down)  Today Your body is loose (And youıre going down) Your body is
loose  (Youıre going down) Your body is loose (And youıre going down) today
Let me try on your dress

10:  Diane Hey little girl wanna go for a ride ?  Thereıs room and my wagon
is  parked right outside We can cruise down Rober Street all night long But
I  think  Iıll  just  rape you and kill you instead Diane Diane Diane Diane
Diane  Diane  I  hear thereıs a party at Lake Cove Itıs be much easier if I
drove  We  could check it out We can go and see Come on take a ride with me
Diane  Diane Diane Diane Diane Diane Lay down together for a while Iıll put
all  your  clothes  in  a nice neat little pile Youıre the cutest girl Iıve
ever  seen in my life but itıs over now and with my knife Diane Diane Diane
Diane Diane Diane

11:   30  Seconds  I  can feel you breathing and youıre sticking to my skin
Someone  shut  the morning up My conscience creeps back in I donıt hear the
words  you  say  When you just come around I donıt hear the words you say I
just  see you lie Thereıs one thing that I should remember There is a light
at  the end of the tunnel Buggered by a priest When you were seven years of
age The age of understanding Came with blood and semen stains All your hope
in politics Handed back yourself Is there anything as disgraceful I can see
again  Thereıs one thing that I should remember There is a light at the end
of the tunnel How did we get from the blue lamp disco To cracking up in San
Francisco  I  look at myself in a sober light Iım not Elvis but Iım alright
Lean  feel  you  breathing  When  you  tear  me  from  within  Unhinged and
unravelled As you rip my fucking skin I can put my my head back on but itıs
the  wrong  way round Feeling up the ladder You canıt get back down Thereıs
one  thing that I should remember There is a light at the end of the tunnel
There  is  a  light at the end of the tunnel Infernal was recorded for your
pleasure.   At the time of this CD/record/tape/bootleg going to press there
was  talk  of  a  ceasefire, Peace in Northern Ireland.  On that optimistic
note  we,  Andrew,  Michael and Fyfe leave you.  Peace, hope and a brighter
future.   Love Therapy?  Management :  Gerry Harford for DCG Management For
Therapy?   information  please send a SAE/IRG to :  Therapy?  P.O.  Box 28,
Blackrock, Co.  Dublin, Ireland Lyrics used by kind permission of MCA Music
Ltd.   and  Bud  Music  Ltd.   İ1995  A  Records  Ltd.  London Reproduction
prohibited  İ1995  A  Records  Ltd.  London.  All right reserved Country of
manufacture as stated on label.  Biem/Stemra

Born in a crash 1993 Therapy?  is:  - Andrew James Cairns :Vocals, guitar -
Fyfe  Ewing :Drums - Michael McKeegan :Bass Track 4 & 8:  original versions
appear  on  the  A  album "Nurse" 1:  Turn 2:  Speedball 3:  Bloody blue 4:
Neck  freak  5:  Opal mantra 6:  Innocent X (live) 7:  Potato junkie (live)
8:  Nausea (live)

1:   Turn  Turn  and  face the strange The door is open you're awake You're
storming   heaven  without  thought  You're  storming  heaven  without  god
Remember,  I know where you live And I know you're on your own I may forget
I  don't forgive I'm always home You turn And face the strange You turn And
face  yourself I know when you lie The brightness darkens in your eyes This
is  yours  to take control This is yours now hold your own Remember, I know
where  you  live and I know you're on your own I may forget I don't forgive
I'm  always  home  Repeat chorus You turn......barging into the presence of
god

2:  Speedball You want to know what grows Inside my head You make incisions
with a rusty can You judge me by the standards that you set A perfect world
built  by  a  hypocrite  You  make  me  sick  Everything you ever see in me
Pre-derided  by  your  blinded  eyes Blinkered visions of a narrow mind You
make me sick

3:   Bloody blue John Coultrane's got a great big train Colour of the juice
running  through  my veins And if you leave me boo hoo hoo I will turn this
colour  too  Blue  blue  blue  blue  bloody blue Elvis on your bedroom wall
Singing  dancing  all  night  long  Dance  on monday fun fun fun sing about
Kentucky in the Memphis sun Repeat chorus twice

4:  Neck freak When you go you take part of me with you Leave me shaking no
longer whole This is something that I can't wait for This is something that
I  can't  have  I'm  just  dreaming of your breathing I'm fucked My body is
shaking  like  cables  Everything is turning grey I'm wasted and washed out
and  worried  I  can hear you breathing I'm just dreaming of your breathing
I'm  fucked  I  hate  it  when  she  makes  me feel she tears strips off me
Crippled, lost and vulnerable Everytime I think of you I'm fucked

5:   Opal  mantra maybe I'm in hell And maybe I'm alone But I can deal with
this At least I feel home I never really cared about you I never really got
to  thinking  about you You just go get drunk Then you go mess up Then come
back  to  me Telling me you're clean I never really cared about you I never
really  got  to  thinking about you You are on your own You are on your own
You'll never change your ways You'll just die the same Chorus twice

6:   Innocent  X  Is  this  real  or is it a dream I can't seem to tell the
difference  anymore  Caught  between  needings And the need to be real Your
open  arms  gaping  Like  a busted sore I turn and burn my back like a rack
Your  tourniquet  twists me Dangerous red I breath in the air It's pavement
gray  It shrinks my skin And I've done nothing wrong I drop to my knees and
work  my  skin I feel this life pumping right through me Love and death die
on  the  dirty  floor  Your upturned face doesn't even see That this is all
I'll  ever  have  Cause  I  don't  know  What  I  want But something inside
Something inside Something inside I've done nothing wrong

7:   Potato  junkie I'm bitter I'm twisted James Joyce is fucking my sister
How  can I remember 1690 I was born in 1965 I can see you I can reach you I
won't  be  you  This  business  Is pointless To think that green's The only
colour  on the atlas I'm trying hard Just to survive To keep myself alive I
can see you I can reach you I won't be you James Joyce is fucking my sister
Repeat chorus twice

8:   Nausea  Here I am As I am As you made me think I am I don't hear you I
don't  need you I don't want you I ..............  Don't wanna feel anymore
This is this This is it Not my kisses just my fist I don't hear you I don't
need you I don't want you I ..............

Don't   wanna  feel  anymore  The  sickness  is  inside  you  For  Therapy?
information  please  send  a SAE/IRC to:  Therapy?  PO BOX 28 Blackrock, CO
Dublin Ireland