|1-I DON'T REMEMBER



                  By Fran, Arfa & Zebedee of Carnage


Once I don't remember
But then it happened
It was there, it was
Feelings, fleetings, the pain tears at my mind
Once, I don't remember
Joy was there
It was lost forever
The thing I wanted most
The thing I always lost
The one of me I want to be
To live out life and then be free
The flash blinded me
I was stunned
Then I was there in the place I most feared
The Demonic pit was before me
Then it was gone but I was not
From the fires of hell to the cold wastes of Death's Realm
My screams rise in pitch
In terror I tear the silence
He awakens
The shadow of all my fears and image
The Reaper arisen
To prise my eyes open from the depths of my mind
To see what is before me
It is what I know I see
But I know its what I think I want
This life of mine's sucking me in
To my private hell
Of fears, my mind, my friends, my foes
But if I remember
I see thoughts of happiness
Gain plans for the future
Children were there
But I cannot see them
Suddenly thunder struck and flames spread along the ground
Was it over?
Out of the flames I arose
A Phoenix
My self incarnation
Through pain and uncertainty I travelled
Despair could not break my sanity
You can see it in my eyes
You cannot touch me now
I am beyond your manipulations
You fear me and mine
You hate all that I am
For I am more than you can understand
The joy has returned
Once I now remember
I was a child and happy to be what I was

End.